my soul

I give myself permission to let go of everything which is in past but all the best new me is so keeping ties to me, so I can make a room for what meant for me, to align with me. I give myself a consent to allow them in without a especial guard to be but all the things happening in my mind like a lava to burst out. I give myself a authority to be loved the way I deserve, not the love I conditioned myself to believe or I settled to make work. But this life no expecting the the things you are imagining, I myself had given a boundaries when needed even with the relationships with whom I love most.

I give a seal of approval to take care of home and family first, of myself. I give all the authorization to plants the seed in area of my life, in relationships, in my dreams. I will water them and I will refill the cup every time it’s needed. I myself have to grow, pretend to be happy, and let go for everything. Some times I wish to be Free like a bird on the clouds moving, flying feeling the fluffy marshmallow’s but there always a condition in it. To give the first priority not to myself and to others around me who even do not know the feelings which is growing inside me…..